shinseira

lets start to writing again..
(hahah, why its always so hard to get “a mood” for writing somethings -_-’)

hmm, how about a dream? lets talk a little about it,
its very important for the future, right?
for me, from the past until now, i have a simple dream,
(maybe its a classic dream that everyone have it) that is to proud my parents
and i think this is the time, my time is soo limited.
i’ve been spending my time in college near to 4 years
*8th semester* hopefully it will be the last semester and done
but, wait for minutes, take a deep breathe, and think over it
there’s lot of questions that intrude my mind
- what i’ve been learning so far,
- have i truly get my specialization in this major,
- is there enough skill that i learn from this major,
- whats my contribution to be here,
- what will i do next when i get my bachelor degree,
- why i still have a bad habit to delay a task,
- … (etc, i cant write it all here )
- and the last is *have i already truly try my best to reach my dream?!*

so much to do, so much to think..

There’s no another greatest dream,
besides i can make my parents live happily .
before You take them, God
plis giv me a chance..

I thought that writing is easy, just write, and done..
Hey, it’s not that easy !
Several times ago, i’ve participated 2 different type of writing competition.
In the one side, i must write something that scientific, the rightness can be responsible, and based on the data fact..  and i must pay attention with all of the writing rule, about the structure, etc.
I found a lot of difficult things about that stuff..

In the other side, there’s no rule and there’s no limitation idea. I can  write about everything that i want with my own style..
But i still met many difficult things, especially when there ’s no idea, i will stuck in that point,
and always at the end, i finished them with an extra limit time left..

it’s not that easy, guys !

it’s a long time.. til when i slept in this situation, huh?
i think i lost “that”, something like *motivation*.. who can give it back to me?